As you know I am seeing an awsome girl named Elena, but today I got an email from my ex girl from Russia you was in America last summer and she sent me pictures and god she looks even more beautiful and is actully working as a model part time. She dyed her hair back to its orignial color...BLONDE, and keeps it naturally SRAIGHT when she had it curled last year. Problem is now, I was over her, been over her and now, how can you like two women? the first young and wanting to party , which I do, the older, more mature and not a partier which I'm sliding into write now....Thank God I am going to Iraq, I should request to stay there permantly!!!!
O'yeah, and this is the kicker I found out today!!!! Im going to Yoshkar-Ola to see Elena,......Guess what???????????? I just found out that Tanya, my ex girlfriends who I think I still like I guess, lives there too!!!!!, hmm decesions?? damn
Well, she was living in a town about 45 minutes away and she starting acting real suspicious so I dumped her, then we go back together because we both loved eachother, then I broke up with her agian for some reason 2 days before she went back to Russia. She claimed she could never live in America and that she did not like America, yet she loved me? Now she wants to come back, but does not have the money and shes to proud to ask but she hinted at it. She sent me some new pics and told me shes modeling now part time. Just seeing her again, and with her new look is hot!! But I am talking to someone eles now for 9 months and it just wouldnt be right.
I just told Elena my ex lives there, you know, if I run into Tanya it would look fishy when Elena asks me how I know her, she already pre warned, but I ended up hurting Elena, shes not mad but she let me know never to discuss the past. Ooops. Well, this is a fine mess.
Yes, you said it yourself.. What a fine mess...
I would have done the same as you I think, to tell the truth, but then again, sometimes the truth isn't the best option.. (lol)
But you are right, what if.. What if you should bump into her on the street??
BK, I am sure there was a reason you broke up with her, don't let her nice look fool you into something you didn't want in the first place. It seems that we, people, forget the negative things about eachother after a while, and when thinking back it is mostly the good times we remember. You have met a new one, a lovely girl you have been talking with for 9 months, stick to that!
Your a guy.... Guys get distracted by shiny things! We are all suceptable! Stay focused on what your doing! If you dont youll start rationalizing she wasnt so bad and why you should leave your current girl... and imagine how you would feel if your current did this to you.
Use this opportunity to test boundaries,and to find out which lady will prove to have more unacceptable nuances for you. Do not let beauty be the guide--only the internal beauty will you really be able to live the rest of your life with. Create subtle tests which will possibly put her on the edge,and force out her resistances. One will be more amenable to you,and accepting of your eccentricities because she wants to share with you what she doesn`t neccesarily like herself. Be creative,and insist on certain prerequisites