You may never see this-I will never pay this site to find out how many men you communicate with when you pronounced me as your only desire in a man,or how many men you sleep with then write that I have all of your love. I hope that people will examine themselves and their intentions. On this,or any forum,you will read about the insincerity of people in the quest for mutual affinity. The trouble is that so many have pre-conceived notions about this,and the person they look for they will not recognize because of some blemish or characteristic that differs from their ideal. Most people do form a pattern in their outline or "stencil" of the person they want to be with. It is a pattern which will present itself time and time again. And although they say they are looking for a particular charicteristic ,they really only see what they want to see. Usually they end up with the same person over and over again only they have different faces and bodies-- they are oblivious to the pattern of relations which they repeat. I would rather have one very good friend then many mediocre and insincere friends,but mediocrity and insincerity seem to be the norm,rather then the exception. It is a subject I think much about now,because people tend to communicate,then disappear for no apparent reason. And yes,this does piss me off. Being ignored, abandoned or neglected is something that when you do experience it--you never forget it,and it does hurt every single damn time.
Spirit
You are just like me. This forum is a sounding board and outlet for a place to speak. It is therapeutic. Take it easy my friend and if you ever want to chat.....