If you still dont understand why your messages are deleted from the forum, I can suggest you the following:
change your nickname or choose an other forum for expression of your pacifism.Since Im tired of deleting your messages,and since you didnt provide the e-mail address to contact you, your IP will be banned right after you post the next message under the same nickname.If you are still willing to take part in a discussion, be so kind as to change it.