Sad that a person has not a friend in the world. A friend would punch you in the mouth for merely expressing such a thought. Snap out of it Charley Brown, Lucy is a bitch with a capital "C". Go do Peppermint Patty.
Why would I want my ex back into my life?? She was verbally abusive on a daily basis and physically violent on a regular basis. I divorced her and while I have been pretty much alone for many years, it is better than endless abuse.