OK, I admit it.
I am shot to pieces. I can't get any work done and I can't keep out of this bloody forum. I keep rereading my letters from the Russian woman and wondering if I should be cool at the airport or go berserk when I first see her. You know - a toss up between James Bond or Robin Williams. I am capable of both.
I have pictures of her in front of me at work and I keep melting followed by heavy drooling. People are starting to talk, there are looks in the cafeteria.
There are 6 more full days to fill before Friday when it will be action stations. The Rubia Russian woman has reduced me to a babbling fool. Actually I was something of a babbling fool before. Nevertheless she has encouraged this trait.
I have to face it I am f..... for the week. I will have to take Gladiators advice and try the old vodka ploy. I was up till 5.30am last Tuesday. I can't take it. I am definitely bent, buggered and bewildered. I think the thing that really bothers me more than anything is that my wife is never going to allow me to have a girlfriend. Oops.
How are you holding up Toad?
I cannot give myself the luxury of letting this f... me up to do my work. If I do, my clients will find someone else.
Some of the gifts I ordered online have not arrived yet, so that bugs me a bit.
And I still have to decide what agency/company will get the train-airport-hotel transfer job.
Lena has to take the train from Tyumen to E-Burg (5 hours), so I'll have a car meet her at the train station, bring her to the airport to meet me and then take us both to the hotel so we can have a nice long talk about the wheather...:)))
There are plenty house and biz chores to keep me busy and UNpreocupied.
But I call my daughter every damn day making sure she's available to take me to airport early Friday.
I keep hearing questions does she or does she? A person can really have alist of reasons that add together. If a FSU woman finds a guy that is just as lovable as at home, and he comes with a more comfortable life style and more security, why shouldn't she go for the security.
Hello Bagira
there is nothing wrong with having two thoughts at the same time. I'm sure that there are lovable guys all over the world. Even pure love does not happen in a vaccum. Financial insecurity can kill off even the deepest feelings eventully.